I don’t think people love me. They love versions of me I have spun for them, versions of me they have construed in their minds. The easy versions of me, the easy parts of me to love.
just a reminder: restricting yourself of all the foods you love is going to make you miserable. healthy isn’t a punishment. you don’t have to have 100 calories meals to lose weight. feed yourself and nourish your body even if it means having a cookie
I just want to lie in bed and not participate in life